mylife

German chick~

2011-09-01T01:39:00.002+08:00

Yes yes she's my eyecandy till now!
dun jealous ah!
not just cus she's hot or pretty or cute and all!
It's just that feeling dat you have each time i saw her!
Its just indescribable :)

Tmr smoove having event at PH
i don't think im going; shd i?
okay shit now she knw i got a blog~
how how?
my life sucks still~
nth good or great or interesting luh~

update ltr~
toodles babiesss^^

I just wanna hear the truth from you

2011-08-16T03:46:00.002+08:00

i know u been hiding things from me, im not stupid
im just plain silly
but i just want you to tell me the truth
today when i asked you where you are going
u actually slipped it out
but u tried to recover back by saying you are meeting a friend

well somethings are best left unsaid yes
but sumtimes its better to say it out

stop lying to me already, stop hiding things from me already :(

Well another thing is that some peeps are plainly too childish and immature
What era are we and u all still wanna resort to violence and whacking people up
cus of just a rumor?
well go ahead if u think it makes u happy or whatever
just call me anytime, i meet you guys
and u can whack me till i bleed to death or whatever shit okay
but get the facts right first.
why would i say yes when i didn't do anything wrong?
omg wake up pls?

P.S: God i need you; now and always

20 days~

2011-08-12T03:08:00.002+08:00

yes it's been 20 days since i last met you,
i was worried and i thought u bailed me out yst
but in turn out that you lost ur phone :(
i feel bad somehow
that u actually came down and walk around aimlessly

i do miss you sayang
and i wish to see u ltr on
and give u a big big long hug~
and maybe a peck too! teehee
but i shyyyyy
and scared u pushed me away :x
oopsie daisy

i love bi's somehow and those stalker shd knw that by now!
and i have fetish for girls with tattoos and piercings!
and yes i can just clicked with butches and andro and bungs etc etc
im awesome! teehee

okay my dear friend is drunk and i dun understand what she is saying
but thankgod she is safe at her fren's place
grr~

Rock chic is so hawt!!

2011-08-08T22:14:00.003+08:00

Rock chic :>
Isn't she gorgeous?

Just ended the called with that rock chic
Hope she won't kill me for putting up her photo! hahaha
(sorry in advanced)
ahhh she's such a sweetheart i swear to god!
im just into rock chic kind of girls~
girls with tattoos and piercings,
i could just clicked with em just like that
and just fall in love instantly with em
they are just so awesome and cool

And sweetheart, how could i hate you?!
Dun be silly yea
unless u did sumthing to me which i hope you wont :<
Hope you enjoy ur night ltr with ur date at Chips
i didn't want you t be late,
i didn't want to waste your precious time
so that's why i decide to stop talking on the phone with you
and ask you to go prepare :)

oh and i just find out recently that we used the same lappy and we smoke the same cigg
and she's into what im into too!!
how coincidence is that! :)))

P.S: I wish i am taller then you and everything could be perfect :(

Refer to June 30 Post

2011-08-02T01:43:00.002+08:00

This is my second post for my sweetie Joleney
Like i mentioned in my earlier post
she's sweet, pretty and talented
what more can i asked for :)

Well sweetie i hope you are okay,
cus you didnt tell me whats the matter? :x
sometimes yes some things are better not to be known so you won't feel anything.
Trust is one major issue.
You just have to be really careful on who you trust or wish to trust sweetie

I got work tmr and i hope to see u
or soon at least
i hope you would whatsapp me too

i rmb the first time seeing you, that look on ur face~
i rmb that smile u made for a sec before u walk off~
i rmb my promises i made to you~

P.S: Sweetie, im always here for you, im always "yours"
xoxo

She's perfect, I'm not

2011-07-31T03:45:00.003+08:00

Back home, continue drinking & smoke~
yea i puked :/ hahaha

So on 300711
i officially met Shuning, Ericia and my Bestie Janessa for the 1st time
^.^
Might see Manda but she's at bugis instead :/
Anyway!
I swear Ericia is so gorgeoussssss in real life!!
and yes people say picture's is deceiving
BUT ahhh Ericia is like so perfect can?!
u guys have to meet her one day!!
Even my Bestie Janessa and Shuning
keep saying how friendly, sweet and pretty she really is!!
Thx for the treat Ericia!
i owez you one dear!

Its 4am soon and i hope this almost-close-to-perfect-girl is safe
cus she is at ZOUK partying
We had a h2h talk and yes sadly we gone through same shit
Oh she's 21 by the way~
She said a few sweet stuffs to me and it makes me just go Awwwwww!!
She's so perfect and sweet n she would really make a good girlfriend cum bestie~
i said that silently in my heart of cus teehee

Sweetie! Good luck with you and that guy :D
i can't wait to see Ericia and Shuning again!

Gotta go work later~
Nights
xoxo

P.S: Sweetie you are like perfect and sweeeeeeeet! xoxo i wanna see you again!!

A new beginning; a new fate

2011-07-30T14:59:00.003+08:00

I have finally moved on after so long and well i feel good i hope u could moved on too :)
Don't dwell on the past babe,
i promised i will be here for you always!
Anyway,
Its like i know you for so long
we could just clicked like that even though i just knew you for days
Seeing you ltr at 4pm
I was honoured when you said i was the first guy you talk to and all cus u dun talk t strangers etc
Hey Princess, i can't wait to see you!
Gonna prepare now
xoxo

Update when im home

P.S: You're my only adorably cute princess ! hehe

Bitter Sweet

2011-07-25T06:35:00.002+08:00

240711

A day to remember;
u left without saying anything, my dear friend
so i guess this was over, it was a silence goodbye
our friendship was over just like that
no explanations at all
thanx for the Memories ~G

So i told Manda everything about that friend who left me and
i also told her what i always wish for, which is happiness;
i always wanna see you happy and not always being taken for granted, empty promises etc.
yes u said u believed in promises back then but not now.
Well i'll prove you wrong! Trust me! Only time will tell ^^
Thanx for somehow being there for me yst and as usual u fall asleep halfway! Haha
Rmb i promised that im always gonna be here for you.
and im glad to see u two are okay now :)
Seeing u happy makes me happy too!

Then Yulianna my dance friend ask me to call her instead of she calling me, and
so i did and i told her everything too and Oh!
Well whats weird about us is that we both have the same laptop,same colour somemore! we smoke the same cigarette,
we both dance, we both love to eat maggie mee with eggs and we both club at Rebel always~
But what really shocked me was we have the same tattoo! Same font! :D

What a coincidence!!

Well,
I'm gonna start my first day of work today
yes 6 days a week! so welcome to the working life now for me and
hopefully the people working are great peeps please :/
Looking forward for work in about 3 hours time then gonna meet Yulianna after i end work.
Heading ION as she works there too!

okay its 7am now, time to wake that awesome pig up
and have my 1 and a half hours sleep
See u later babe! xoxo

P.S: I believe in fate, do you?

Awesome;cool;sexy= YOU!

2011-07-24T05:49:00.005+08:00

I met someone else today besides my adorable friend Amanda, Patpat and my Sister Bgirl Diah for free booze~
Firstly i hope u can be strong and stop tearing already my dear Amanda!
Take it slow with him :)
and u fall asleep! haha

Well i may just know you, but i will say that
so far among the rest of my friends,
you are indeed really awesome and cool!
and you should know why yourself~

Furthermore, we have similar meanings too our tattoos plus it's also stars! teehee
Sayang, i wanted to have angel wings on my back too but momsie will kill me and probably kick me outta the house :(
i dun deny there are few other cool peeps too like
Renee: cus she look like french plus she's bi,
Celestine: the cool butch &
Belle: My Awesome "Bro"

but i dare to say YOU are the unique one sayang!

YES IM POSITIVE!

I'm gonna seechu later evening!
Eggcited!!!

FYI i called all my friends, bro's, godsis, lesbian and butch friends- babe, sweetie, and my dear alot
doesn't mean im flirting with em,
just saying in case u thinking im flirting with you :)
which i'm not, and NEVER will
and you the only one i called you sayang (since u called me that first too when u highhhh) oops!
but to me it was like awwww-thats-sweet!

Eh, i swear U sounds damn cute on the phone just now you know! :DD
and yes i will cook for you one day, i promised you!
Like you said, "i'm a princess"
I got alot to tell you
and i wanna to know more about you babe
and OH YA!! i know you look at girls more then guys. Tsk! :/

Alright, gonna sleep now,
just done watching GG
and it's like 6am soon
Goodynitezx and sugarcoated dreams

People stop asking, stop assuming i like this girl that girl when it's obvious we are all purely friends, Bro and Sis
plus worst when u know the girl is attached
and u think im her 2nd bf~
FYI, i have not date for months already!
Just that you guys mistook and assume!
and hell yes im 100% straight! =.= Maybe 1/4 Lesbian? ;)

P.S: you gave me butterflies in my stomach when i first saw you just now~

i will never take back my words

2011-07-22T01:49:00.003+08:00

To:
Adorable girl

I will never take back my words on you
cus you are really adorable and pretty to me,
always will, and always will be my dear pretty friend

So the first thing i did when i saw your tweets
was to just grab my phone and text you!
Sweetie, i wish i could be there for you not physically but at least mentally for now
i dunno what happened
so im gonna wait till you tell me tomorrow when you're awake :)

cross-finger* nothing serious
but maybe just a tiff with ur babyboy

well u gotta be strong,
u gotta believe in urself
and try not to always cry and get paranoid
what you are going through is what i gone thorough way back then
if single's can be happy
if other couples can be happy
ask yourself why not you?
does it applies on yourself actually?
or the other party too?
or both?

Then from there u work things out
u give and take
u make it up to each other etc etc
but once u know u REALLY had enough,
that's when
u should let it go, for good~
u shouldn't hold on cus u know its gonna repeat and repeat again
and by doing this, u are indeed hurting yourself more
this is what i feel/ think and what i myself have been through

but im not you.
i dunno what you are thinking
what do you want actually
so perhaps u can share and tell me someday? :)

Till then,
the silly boy,
xoxo

P.S: don't ask why, cus i'm gonna tell you that is because i CARE for you Manda

U were my first love but not my last i guess

2011-07-21T03:32:00.005+08:00

So i bump into my Ex Gf, nearly 3 years we are tgt
and after 1 year plus, fate brought us to bump into each other
but why now? why not earlier? :'(
but thankfully we are still friends at least! sigh
i nvr wanna lose u
u said u won't leave me
but u still left...

im crying as im typing this out..
i just feel empty still, after all this years..
just really e m p t y
and my remedy to this is or when i feel sad or feels like shit??
oh hell yes boy i,
Smoke, drink, club with my boys and go crazy with them dancing/breaking

yes i dun need a gf but how i wish i do
someone to be there for me,
to love me and accept me for who i am
i dun wan to be lonely for another 1 or 2 years or worst for the rest of my life
yes i may start being in a r/s only when i was 17 yrs old back then
while people thesedays have bf/gf when they are like 13, 14 already
i been "lonely" for 2 years and counting~~

Well, so before i really turn in,
i send something to Manda,

you are NEVER
lousy, ugly and fat to me!
dun say like that!
just that u tend to think alot and u thinks dat u are nvr gd enough for anyone, for melly for ur frens,
u are wrong sumhow!

but hey im still here, always!
all these mths
im still here for you manda
i will NEVER leave you as a friend of cus
i gave u my word
i promised u this one thing for sure!
u gotta trust me!
when everyone just gonna back down on you
and leave, i will still be there for you manda
if not i have left earlier right?!?!

but throughout these 5 months
frm Feb-July, i been here checkin you out
see how u are doing and all
frm the rough times u gone through
till now where i hope u really found ur happiness already which is with M :)

treasure wat u got bfore its all too late
cherished every moment
be it bitter or sweet :)

P.S: i care about you Manda these is one of the reasons why im still here ♥

Happy Birthday Dad ♥

2011-07-20T02:15:00.003+08:00

Yes today is Pop's Birthday
I dun really hate him or loathe him
but he used to be violent towards me when i was young
but after all he is still my dad
so happy birthday anyway~

well, i waited for your call cus u said you are still
doing your school work
in your study room so
u didn't check ur phone
but i guess u fall asleep
or forget about it
but it's ok
im going to turn in soon
i promise to text you when im awake~ A.E

P.S: i'm gonna prove to you that there IS someone who will keeps his promises to you and never break em

When you realised no one is actually gonna be there for you, well i will

2011-07-19T04:41:00.003+08:00

They will always be this someone who i promised to her a number of things
and i still stick to it
i know you still read my blog
and you know im always there for you till now

Dear Ex Gf,

It's good to know you are doing fine, we was once together for almost 3 years
From a stranger> a friend> fling> lover> couple and now we are back to friends
and im happy that we didn't became strangers
cus i promised you that i'll make sure we would still be friends

Stop forgiving
stop apologizing to me already :')
Yes you broke ur promise and i did not break a single one

i tried to stop smoking and quit for you
i didn't go clubbing for you
and i will never leave you till you do, and yes you did
but i keep coming back for 3 times at least
i was faithful
i was honest
but sadly you left

i know im the longest guy u ever been with
after you left,
you got 2 more bf at least
i can't believe you fell for him, im still thinking did u cheat on me when we are together cus u knew him first before you knew me
i wish you didn't dear

im sorry i cant make it for dinner last few days cus i was sick
and you told me last min too
i hope u found ur happiness this time round with ur new bf and u guys are like 5 mths tgt already

you were my first gf; almost 3 years we are together
i took 2 years to move on and you know that too

i screw things up
im sorry
i was too depressed
and you saw my tattoo and u nag at me when we met

i fell for someone too but it was just like a fling
cus i cant get over you completely
time and time again
i fell for the wrong ones
till i decided to lock my heart
it's hard for me to trust someone now
and i always turn to you somehow
so its been 5 yrs and 7 mths now
i still miss you, i do
and i dun deny that

and someone just told me yst that
Love come naturally ♥
i agree with her
but i did told her
when it comes to r/s
im really serious about it

Dear P, you know me best
i think far
and u knw i always tell u that i want to be tgt with someone not for months but years instead
and i did dat with you
well minimum a 6 mths r/s perhaps? idk

And for J,

we aren't tgt for long but u gave me alot of sweet memories
those time when daddy, you and me drank and watch movie together at your place.
how i would sit with daddy and talk to him after he came home from work
and you try to eavesdrops our conversation.
How daddy always buy food for us
i miss having dinner and supper with you
i miss how after we had lunch then when im about to go sleep
you would ask me to go down swimming and sauna with you.
i miss disturbing you with nachos cheese cus ur bro said u hate cheese
and end up you still ate when i feed you
i miss after clubbing or sheesha with Alayna and Sagar,
we would just went to bed tgt and cuddle each other to sleep
and how we would just crazily kiss each other like no one is home when in fact mommy is.
i remember when mom came in the room randomly
and she asked if we had sex already then she goes back to sleep. She's funny!
but i love your dad alot. i miss them both and u recently said u will cook for me soon hor!
cus u wanted to cook for me last week but your friends are coming over and u decided next time
Cant wait to see u again J!
Thx for the sweet memories and i hope u last long with ur bf too
even though he has those bad habits.
Try to give and take and feel free to confide in me like u always do when u are having problem

i love my 2 ex gf's alot
Both of em are still friends with me
yes they are still!
we do contact texts/calls etc

P for 5 years 7 mths and
J for 2 years 1 mth

Thank you both for entering my life and i never regret being together with you both ♥

and sorry people yeah u can judge me and talk bad about me
idgaf cus i knw myself best
im not the old me anymore

It's been months ever since i know you~ A.E

2011-07-18T23:58:00.008+08:00

I deleted a post for u months back and now i regretted
i guess it was somehow back in Feb or early March when u are still with C
and it's when u guys were going through a hard time together
and i remember spamming u through fb msg, telling you that everything is gonna be okay
and that u deserve somone better and that i'm gonna be here for you
i dun think you remember months back we used to talk but i do remember everything :x
I hope M won't take you for granted and really love you wholeheartedly
Wish you all the best and in your studies too
Hope mommy will treat you better in time to come

Well look, time flies, 5mths knowing you through facebook
even though we didn't really talk much :)

So i've decided to post one tonight again and i promise not to delete this one
i admit i did tear a few times whenever i read ur blog
i feel you
im just like you too somehow
naive, gullible
i trust people easily but
i fell for em easily too
but at least i learnt my lesson each time this kind of shitty craps happened

i remember telling you this
i accept people for who they are; i don't judge
so i promised u and i give u my word that i accept you for who u are
even if u had a bad past
whats past is past

this is one promise i will NEVER break

notice why i bold those words
cus these are 2 words that is very hard to keep
what more doing it, but i never break my promises
be it to my ex gf, friends, "bros & sis" and especially to my mom

i know alot people have promises u things
and yet they let you down time after time
but only IF u can trust me for once
that i will never break my promises, not to you. Never will

I guess i will see you this Sat
u always gonna be that adorable girl to me, trust me!
Never will be a plain jane to me :)

i believe in fate ♥

and i once told this someone too that,
If we're meant t be, we will be

Be it friendship, relationship, bestie etc

i always wanted to tell u something but i didn't
have the courage too
maybe one day i will do it when the time is right :$
oh yea one last thing, i guess it was somewhere in May when i first saw you ^^

P.S: hope t see u soon Manda.

To a friend

2011-07-18T02:46:00.005+08:00

i was surprised to see you in the club that night at Rebel
im sure im gonna see u again
im looking forward to see you with the boys too

P.S: see u again, W

A new hope once again

2011-07-03T08:51:00.002+08:00

020711

A day, or well a night to remember
so much happen tonight
so much feelings and thought was exchange
so much hope
but just too fast~

i love your smile, i really do
you make my heart melt
you remind me alot of my ex

P.S: we'll see how things goes, imy already~

Pretty face

2011-06-30T23:30:00.003+08:00

Pretty.Talented.Sweet.

what more could you ask for?
she's ain't one of the typical girls u met
she's not local
so what if her attitude is sometimes cranky
yes you guys don't knw that she's a guitarist, don't you?
she's a dancer (hell yeah she is one)

we shared the same interest
we locked out heart soon
as we think that we had enough from all
those heartbreaker

yes trust is the key to a long lasting relationship
put feelings aside.
Without trust, the r/s wouldn't work out
i'm someone who don't judge
i accept people for who they are
i don't give a flying fuck about what people say
cus i believe no one can break me and my gf apart
no matter how hard they try
nope she's not my gf yet if you guys are wondering

she's just someone i think who is really unique
whom i wish to shared my love
and support her in whatever she wanna do
im not sayin i love her already cus
love don't happen so fast

we haven't met yet
yea we have not~
It's funny when i rmb working for the IT Fair and was
trying to look for her
but yea i failed
haha
and if i did i owe her starbucks!
bad girl!

she's mean sometime but funny always
she can be vulgar when she's pissed
and you won't wanna even try to
make her pissed off
i tend to talk to her lesser when shes in the "im pissed off mode"
she nvr fails to make me smile
she just as sweet as how she looks
i've seen the way she express her self to her bestfren
and girlfrens
you will nvr believe how sweet and caring she can be

but we both have one thing in common
besides dancing and playing the instruments,
we are naive
we fall for someone easily
we trust people easily
and thats why we both get hurt
and now
i guess i'm taking things really slow
by trusting her
by knowing her more
and hope someday
things could work out
and i wanna take you by the hand and tell u that we
gonna make this through tgt
a step at a time
and thanks for believing in me
in us~

P.S: you are someone i swear i will nvr forget,unique yet talented too sweetie!
xoxo

Boncetzxzx

2011-06-24T16:32:00.002+08:00

ogay so it was my Friends Friend Bday and
we partied at Rebel on Wednesday
saw alot familiar and of cus the usual peeps, cliques
and my hancai bro and sis!
Love you guys ttm!

The one to remember dat night and thats gonna make me smile whenever i think of it
was well meeting Boncet luh sial!
Oh my!
Talking, laughing, mocking at people (you knw wat i mean luh)
pinching her
and
girls
sorry ah!
she say im shooo cute that she wanna take me home :)

P.S: i can't wait to see you again! pls make it soon bfore you go in :'( there's alot i wanna do with you

U aren't the typical gal, you're different

2011-06-21T12:42:00.002+08:00

Congrats!
So she passed her interviewed
im happy for you
but tmr she has to go for reporting :(

So she kinda "threaten" me to give me my url
if not she wont talk to me
sobs sobs~
but yea here u go boncet

she's sick too
hopefully she recover soon
cus she dont like to take medicine
stubborn little one

Did i mention she's super cute and chubby
and dat i feel like pinching her cheeks
when i see her pictures!
omg hehe

P.S: i've yet to see you and do i like you already?

What if i fall for you?

2011-06-18T11:05:00.002+08:00

Well i know this girl through facebook
we was talking about r/s and how we kinda not into one right now
cus we both have gone through alot
like really alot.
i read her blog and i was really shocked and touched
whatever she said to her ex bf was the same thing my ex gf said to me
and whatever her babyboy told her, is what i have once told my ex gf

i once told her that i really want her in my life
that i wanna marry her
and that i'll make a good husband
and that we gonna have kids and
when im home, my son would jus call me daddy and jump on me

I guess you and me really go through similar phase
but i have already moved on
after 2 years
its time for me to find someone better and u remind me of my ex
those memories with her, well i cant really forget em

im gonna open up my heart once more,
i wanna know you better
and even though u said we didn't have the same frequency,
i told u i would try to match ur frequency
i will try to understand u more
i wanna know u better
and that u agree we should take it slow

u told me u wanna be a tattoo artist and i said go for it
and when u said u need a guinea pig for it
i gladly said me! heh
and i rmb the first time talking to you on the phone
and u thought i was gay
or bi and that if i am
i shd just tell u cus u said
u are perfectly fine with it :(
so bad, im 100% straight my dear!

Oh and i knw u cant wait to get ur license too!
So jiayou!
i rmb last night i laughed so bad when u said,

"i alr perangai mcm budak gemok"

i really just find this cute seh!
and i told u i don't judge and that i accept you for who you are

im not sure when will we be the first time
we would see each other
well maybe today night? or perhaps on Monday or Wednesday?
but i hope everything goes well for me when we meet for the first time
not only for me but for us :D

P.S: J, what if you are the girl im gonna open my heart up to? Will u let me in ur heart too? Will u be able to love me wholeheartedly? Only time will tell~

i don't wish to lose a friend like you~

2011-05-20T04:10:00.002+08:00

So me and Chantelle was figuring out how to use ustream
Its some live webcam chat thingy so yeap
and tadaaa yup she's using one now
kinda boring at first cus it was only me talking to her
till her two other frens Jayden and the other one (i forgot his name)
joined in~
They are funny seriously~
im happy she got frens like this to keep her company
to make her feel like she's nvr alone and make her feel loved~
Friends kinda love
(even though she think she is la)

and well i'm not surprise if rumors bout me have already reached -you-
but oh well it's up to you to decide.
really, not me to decide
im just saying
no offence
but whatever it is
i don't wish to lose someone like you
and i really do mean it

P.S: i wonder if you would say hi to me in town if u do recognize me if i walk pass you. hmmm~

Babyboy

2011-05-19T03:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2ND BABYBOY!
xx

With much love from your babygirl,
Fadhli

Just for you~

2011-05-12T05:44:00.000+08:00

She meant alot to me. xx

Dear R,

We knw each other for at least 7 mths and im sure there's more to come
i always told you that i will be there for you no matter what ever since the day i know you
i told you that life isnt unfair and that we are bound to always get hurt
get used and get played with our feelings
we both are like the same
i hope you will learn your mistake and let him go
i know 2 years is quite long
but you are better off with someone better
someone who can treat you right
someone who accept you for who you are
someone who don't make empty promises
someone thats true to you
i like you as a friend like a sister and you know that for yourself
just so you know i have like you more then a friend
i have told you once that i wish we could be more than that
but i understand that we could only be friends
and im happy we are
and we will still be friends
i lost you once
and i don't wish to lost you ever again
you are such a nice person
you are special in your own ways
you are someone who really meant alot to me if you didnt realize
i love you my friend
you are always in my heart
please be strong dear

so here i am telling you
promising you
that im here for you
always and forever will~

xoxo

P.S: you meant alot to me R, my hot french girl xx

Just a little more

2011-05-12T02:33:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes all we need is assurance.Lots and lots of assurance to get us through the day."

Yea i agree with you babe
and sometimes a little more faith
a little more attention spend on someone is all it takes
for that person to notice something
something beautiful perhaps
something that will make you smile for the wholeday~

I nvr knew sumone gg through the same as me once~

2011-05-10T01:58:00.002+08:00

Yes all my 21 years of living in this planet earth
Singapore to be exact,
i didnt knew someone who gone through the same as me
i dun really hate my dad but i loathe him?
oh well
im more closer to my mom
she's the best god damn thing ever
she's the only person i really love right now
she's there for me like always
Not only once, but twice
when i get caught by the cops,
she bailed me out
that was in the past
when i was stupid and naive
and i didnt really give a fuck about life

FYI im not in love or anything like that
So talking about r.s
I can say its been god damnnnnn long since i ever fell in love and
being in a r.s with someone
of cus a girl
im straight
even though my group of frens are bi's, butch, bung and andros
well lesbian are really cool peeps
i love hanging out with em

so i was saying about r/s
i just hate to go through the intro part
the breaking the ice part and all that stuffs
and yes i wanna feel comfortable in someone else arms too
i wanna share everything together
go through the ups and downs together
having simple lunch and dinner dates tgt
Watching movies and laying in each others lap
but at the same time i wish that there's no such thing as a break up
i wanna last long
i wanna stable r/s
my previous r/s was 2 years 8 mths
and till then single ftw

but perhaps if one day i meet this sumone
this sumone whom i know thats gonna be thr for me
that would not take me for granted
that accept me for hu i am
i will be the happiest boy after so long
okay im short la
malay mix chinese

i adore and envy girls with piercing and tattoos
not those ah lien types but those cool inked
like sumone i knew not too long ago
well we haven spoke yet in real life
but i've seen her in town
but i was really shyyyyy to approach her and talk to her
we text at times, like randomly
but we do talk on Facebook
commenting in Formspring
i've yet to meet her and talk to her
but i know shes one damn pretty and awesome cool girl
which is.... okay nvm
thats for her to find out so yea
i wont say who she is but trust me,
shes nice and awesomeeeee shit~

P.S: i will never ever regret knowing you and i wanna know more about you babe :)

090511

2011-05-09T19:53:00.004+08:00

J, Yes i confessed to you~
yes i did have a crush on you
and hell yes i wanna hang out with you one day
we could do anything and everything tgt
we could catch a movie
we could have lunch and dinner tgt
we could sit at a 24 hours Starbucks late at night just talking about anything under the weather
im not in love
but when the time comes i know it would be beautiful
and i wanna make it stay as long as it takes
and perhaps forever~

but one thing kept me wondering till now,
why would u delete me off fb :(
please dont go my fren

P.S: pls dont go~

030511

2011-05-04T03:17:00.003+08:00

Dear N,

yes YOU, even though i just know u and ever since the first time i know u till today,
i realised u are really different from the rest who have hurt me,
u want the same as i do,
you wanna be true to that special someone
you wanna stable r/s
you wanna last long like i do
you wanna trust someone
and be faithful

yes even though u don't want me to say that you are cute,
i still thinks you are cute ^^ and pretty
you make me fall for u deeper each time i see you
you make my bad turns good
you make me smile
you make me happy
and this feeling is true and
is really different
i wanna take things slow
and i know how you feel right now

Rmb tonight what i said and promised
you?
i even wrote it down on my iPhone to let you see
yes i have feelings for you
yes i like you, i dun deny
and its god damn true
im gonna wait for u
im gonna be there for you now and always no matter what
and when you are mine,
im really gonna thank you sincerely in believing in me
in believing in love again
i want US to be happy together
trust each other
no lies just love
and being faithful to one another

P.S: im starting to fall in love with you and even though its fast, even though u don't believe it, i hope one day u do and i wanna make u my babygirl always and forever :)

Babyboy

2011-05-02T05:18:00.002+08:00

You yes you Babyboy,
we only knw each other for at least a month till today
and i wanna thank you for everything
you are pretty
you are smart
you make me laugh
you make me cry
you make me worried for you all the time
you make me yearn for your hugs again
you make me just wanna lie down beside you and watch the stars together like we did before at ur place
you make me fall in love with you
you make me want you so bad
you make me like you're my everything
you make me jealous
you make me miss you all the time
you make me wanna see u always
you make me yearn for your hugs
you just starting to make me MISS you more after today and...

i dont know what to do without you by my side anymore
you dont know how much you meant to me till maybe i'm gone
you dont how much i care for you
you dont know how worried i am about you
and you wont even know after today,
whether we would see each other again :'(

But at least i do know that you are always in my heart
at least i know you're gonna be my one and only Babyboy
i ever care and love

When the day comes,
when the day you realised
how much u meant to me,
i hope u felt something
i hope you would not forget me

P.S: Im really gonna miss you, and i still rmb what you told me, and i will always be waiting~

Yes we are alike

2011-04-17T14:45:00.003+08:00

We like someone, then after awhile the feelings fade
then we met sumone else
fall for that person and at the same time we think about the previous person
and leave the second one
but at the end of the day
no matter how many person we like,
we somehow goes back to the first one

Dear R,

if u happen to drop by here,
this is for u, for US :)
High 5!

i want you to know..

2011-04-16T11:37:00.003+08:00

3 more days and we will be knowing each other for 1 mth now
3 more days marks our 1st mth babyboy

Yes i cared alot about you,
yes i liked you
i wont lie
yes i wanna be there for you no matter what
and i did
and you will always gonna be my babyboy no matter what happen,
nth can change that
and NO ONE can replace you!

i cabbed over your place after receiving a call frm u
even though im sleeping,
i rush down to find you
(awww im sweet hehehe i know)
jkjk

Well i rmb what you told me once
i rmb the texts u send me
and i rmb i promised u alot of thing and i did fulfill it

when i was your age, love was a stressful thing for me but yet its a wonderful thing
u just want to share everything with sumone
u just wanna love a person and give ur all and hoping he/she would do the same too
Love was a beautiful thing to me when i was ur age
Love make me realised and understand alot of things
it make me think wiser and become mature
It thought me many lessons and now im sharing it with you

Yes its not wrong to like a few person when u are single
but its wrong to like a person when u are in love with sumone else
dont you agree?
well my point is,

when u are in a r/s, be true to yourself and your partner
love one another wholeheartedly
NEVER cheat on em
(even though both parties will eventually, do forgive one another)
Be honest to one another,
tell every single thing to one another
Open up everything
and nvr hide anything

Seeing you ltr,
touching up my tattoo
and i wanna get another one too!

i wanna be your friend, your bestie, your lover,
your soulmate, your brother,
and of cus
YOUR ONE AND ONLY BF
&
when that day comes
i know i did everything i could to make this happen
xoxo

P.S: i missyou and yes i liked you, it's always been you and its true :)

190311

2011-03-25T16:39:00.005+08:00

When our eyes met for the first time, this feeling i had was nvr ever felt before in my entire 21 years of living
My heart skip a beat when you open the door.
In my heart, i know i felt somethng. Something really different.
Something wonderful i knw would happen in future.
Yes when our eyes met for the first time, i had butterflies in my stomache.
I blushed.
I smile at you and when u asked me to take photos with Eileen i told myself that i wanna take it with you instead.
And when u asked me to come over at 4am after Azzura, i happily said yes.
Yes im abit sad that i couldnt see u again that night as Vess wanted to party till 6. I told myself I'm gonna talk to you once im at Eileen's place and i did. I sent u a fb msg apologizing for not coming.
I rmb u told me that Eileen will scold me or get jealous when i tried to get close to you.
It doesn't matter cus at that point of time it's only you i think about.
I didn't sleep well thinking about you.
Thinking if ever one day you would fall for me.
How would our life's be.
I haven felt love or being in loved for so long.
And perhaps, I might be in love again and that special girl would be you.

Yes we met again during my nights off.
Get stuff and back to ur crib to bake brownies.
I rmb when we walk up the overhead bridge, i told you
i wanted to take photos with you and you said okay.
I smiled to myself.
Silly me i know but when im with you,
the feeling is so different from when i spent time
with Eileen, Daphne, and the rest of the girls.
You may not believe me or trust me but what i said and felt
its truly real and its from the bottom of my heart.
At first i dont mind seeing ur fb full of guys post and all but then
i tend to get jealous abit now

Yes i guess im thinking too much
but deep down i know when im with you,
i wish time would just stop.
i rmb telling you that i wanna make you my gf when you were on your lappy.

I love taking photos with you.
i love the way you giggle.
i love the dimple on your face
i love the way you keep worrying that Eileen will get jealous
when im close to you.
i love the way you tell me that you are sad and stress and i'll be there telling you it's okay and cheer you up.
i love the silly things you said to me
i love the way you look at me
i love the way our eyes met
i love the way you wrap your hands around me to take photos tgt.
i love when you ask me, "should i clip my hair?"
i love the way you hug me
i love your warmth hug
i love the way you think i love Eileen and you think we are the sweetest couple and i tell you
that me and her are just gonna be friends.
i love the way you tell me im handsome
i love the way you tell me im damn white and fair in photos
i love the way you said i look flawless
i love the way you tell me you just want a boyfriend that isnt
a player, that can love you wholeheartedly
and is good looking
i love when u said that i love Eileen and then i told you,
i don't cus i only like her
i love the way you said my star tattoo is nice and you wanna take a picture of it and i tell you
it's actually a heartagram
i love texting you in the morning the first thing i wake up
i love texting you before i go to bed
i love talking on the phone with you
i love when we are on the phone and then when you have to go, u said u would call me again ltr
and i'll keep checking my phone every few mins
i love making you my priority
i love to be there for you each time you are sad or when u feel stress
i love hearing your cute voice
i love waking you up in the morning and
asking you to go to school
i love it when you kinda blush and being shy about the small little things
i love when you keep telling me, "Don't nonsense; Crazy"
i love disturbing you saying that you are my gf, babyboy, my baby.
i love looking at my phone just waiting and hoping to see your name
whenever i get a call or a text

And lastly if ever one day you are mine,
i promised myself and to you that i will love you
wholeheartedly and i will NEVER leave you till you do.
i wanna be the one for YOU.
Cus right now, i think im starting to believe in love again.
i wanna care about you and i wanna make you my EVERYTHING
and if ever u left me,
I'll keep running back to you and make you mine always and forever

i may not be the perfect guy
but i wanna be perfect in your eyes
i may not be perfect like your other ex but
i wanna make you believe in me
that the love i'm giving you is all true
i may cry every time for stupid little things but at least this
shows how much you meant to me
i dont even care what people say about us
cus all that matter to me is that,
me loving you wholeheartedly
and its true that matters.
you will always be my fren, my bestfren, my lover, my gf, and of cus my one and only babyboy
i will always love even if at the end of the day,
i'm the one getting hurt cus at least i treasure you alot and
i think you are really
"one in a million"
girl i have ever known
i hope you would make me ur gf, F

P.S: babyboy, i will nvr ever forget you :)

ITS MY 21ST BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!

2010-11-21T17:36:00.004+08:00

THANX EVERYONE FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES!!
SEE YOU PEEPS LATER WHOSE GOING FOR THE PARTY AT ZOUK!

i wish to see my baby's; Brig, Mat, Andre, Weichieh &
especially the hot french girl, R thr teehee

gtg for now, Birthday dinner then
meet my awesome badass girl; Ashley Kho
and we are gg to party the night awayyyy bitches
so please stop the fight WHICH i already know there will be
come on people, we wanna club and have fun la
ok thx

Love you all!

P.S: R, i hope to see you later

Fat Rat

2010-11-20T17:14:00.003+08:00

im a fat fat bitch.

this was type by Brigette.

thanx ah

went to collect the ratz at her frens place,

back to her crib and

she's playing the piano now

awwwww how nice :) heh

Back home at 2 ish

I surprised Renee at her workplace
she's short, i was expected her to be taller den me heh
hope she's touched :)
and i wonder if she will read my blog

oh then off to meet Tammy (my lesbian girl)
Awwwww she actually waited till 12am to wish me Happy Birthday!
At that moment i just wanted to cry and hug her and yea
lucky i didn't :x
Thank you, and yes i promise you, i never text her already ok Hun?
i will wait for 11.11.11

P.S: Brig, stay strong, loveya my friend!

Sorry That I Loved You

2010-11-18T04:55:00.001+08:00

For all of the time that I tried for your smile
For making you think I was worth the while
So your love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
that no one was there to take a stand
but the love made us blind
and I'm so sorry that I hurt you

sorry that I fell through
sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that I came true
but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it alright
so sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
sorry that I loved you
sorry that I held you tight
and I'm sorry for making you love me and saying goodbye
for being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
for giving you every thing that you dreamed
for taking it back when i fled the scene
sorry love for wasting your time
and I'm so sorry that I hurt you

sorry that I fell through
sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that I came true
but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
so sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
sorry that I loved you
sorry that I held you tight

an apology now after all of this time
won't make any difference tonight
but I'm hoping I'm sorry will open your mind
to love love love in your life
sorry that i hurt you
sorry that I fell through
sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that I came true
but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
sorry that i hurt you
sorry that I fell through
sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that I came true
but sorry doesn't turn back time
I'm sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I hurt you
I'm so sorry that I loved you
i'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I loved you

Drinking my night away
and i just lost you
feeling messed up now
and R i'll text you tmr okay? sorry

Hmm.. im thankful t0 have frens like YOU
and i have said wat i have said already, so there's nothing else for me to say
so i won't mention about him again
its ur choice and don't ever regret later k :/
Thx for trying to cheer me up now

i'll call you at 10 ltr
head spinning right now
cheeeeeee
gg 5 am now time t rest soon

gg back to camp ltr tonight
and last min Vanessa Sholly call me to meet up in town together with Celina
but CAMP! Fuck camp! :/
see u gals next time

P.S: see you on saturday :)

PLEASE STOP ALL THE BULLSHIT

2010-11-17T15:36:00.004+08:00

I woke up wif my head spinning, Matilda texted me
and told me this and that
and den fb and stuff
shit happens
quarrelings
crying

like seriously wtf to start ur day like this
and i thought yst was over
like it was good and all
and then u come text me telling me stuffs
and u lied
and for that guy of mine, pls brother, think maturely, dont always think u are right, stop accusing when u don't know the facts.

ok and yea they are fine now already
so happy for u la
see told u, just take it slow :)
drinking wif the boys and gals and
faggin now (oh wait, did dat for past 3 days too )
i can just die la :/

its better if we dont know each other at all

once i thought you were sensible, but strayed

once i thought i'd give you a chance if you were to grow up and have faith in urself

once i thought you were the one i've been waiting for

now i see you

now i see how you've changed

now i see you screwing your life up

now i see how much you make me sick

now i see that we've come to a point, where i no longer understand you
trust you

now i see us drifting

now i see how much i hate you

now i see, now i see you as a stranger
now you can't blame me but yourself,
as of right now you screwed it up

Going with the flow

2010-11-16T10:38:00.004+08:00

Geez, im so pissed off cus of the drilling and renovations
sorry i fell asleep on you guys yesterday night cus my phone died on me
so while waiting for it to charge, poof i go
so more or less i had 4-5 hours of sleep; deprived balls
replied all the texts
called Abby at 11am and yea sigh oh well
was like thissssssssssssssss happy for a sec den it become this

now im waiting for Renee, Melle, Brig text and 2 others
hopefully YOU will text me, i'll see about it later

back to lying down on the bed,
and i was like half asleep
when Brig called me

cheeeee fuhhhhh the DRILLINGG
urggggg
will update this piece of shit ltr when im home

ok so met Brig and Mat in town to shop shop shop
was fun and yea very long haven seen the xmm also
hahaha (evil laughter)
then went Chips at night
(shall not talk about that)

i cant believed it was a drama night
i didnt expect it to happen

i'll blog tmr cus im dyingggggg
expecting hangover tmr if not i'll cut my balls off!!
nights

DISENGAGEMENT

2010-11-15T04:55:00.005+08:00

MAILLE DOYLE

One word: OMG!!!

Brig showed me this like 3am please anddddddd
yes i agree on whatever you said!
not bad you can be the asian version though
cheeeee! :D

time check: 5am

i shall just write ltr
but im getting my inked done in the afternoon ltr instead
oh my, but i wanna do it on the 20th cus thats the plan (isn't that right Abby)

i was woken up by the drilling and renovation shit
but first thing i do when i woke up was t text you,
well i always do
you're my priority
alot happen so fast
and i shall take eveyrthing to blame
but i dun wanna leave
i wanna stay throughout the years wif you

ok im running late, gg off t meet my sec sch mate and my bestfren for today, Mellie
and oh before i forget thank you, you knw who you are
we'll be texting heh

got back home and stuff was like already gg 2
bump into my godsis, huiru; lesbian fren, belle; alvina
met djo and her frens later at starbucks
and have dinner; sheesha; alcohol
well, basically throughout the day was texting the hot french girl, Renee haha'
i didnt go IMM in the end but my lesbian partner was thr! we'll be meeting tmr for quick lunch right?
Oh, cant wait t shop tmr! Cheeeeee!

P.S: all in all it wasn't a bad day today

Early as the sunrise

2010-11-14T10:53:00.004+08:00

Okay reminder, just breathe and let everything go naturally

Well basically today i met up with Cara after so long then
off to meet Djo at ION for lunch and do some shopping spree
oh she's back from Holland after a year and thankyou for the gifts u bought for me :)
Met her friend and we did more shopping then off to drink

Gonna meet up with Ashley on Tuesday
Weds might meet Djo again to club? haha
or perhaps on my birthday itself

Home sweet home @ 1am
and the first thing i do was to go online
and saw Brig online too! OMG! like happy only
okay nevermind heh
nxt time cook for me k? :p

P.S: had a great time today and had a big smile when i came home

a new hope

2010-11-14T03:18:00.000+08:00

131110

u inspired me somehow,
i do read your blogs when i got the time,
cus most of the time i'm stuck in this place 5 days a week
whereby soldiers came marching as early as 2am and waking up
at 5.30am in the morning and shutting my eyes only like 2 or 3am and
i cant get to sleep but tweet and write and whatsapp-in at those godly hours
on the double decker beds i slept in and its so uncomfortable but i have to suck it all up

and hell yes i'm in the army
serving this little small country called Singapore
but all i do in there is well rather stewpig and not worth it
eat.sleep.smoke.psp.tweeter,facebook-in.blogging.and whatever not
and is has become a daily routine, a mundane one and its totally suck balls

i wonder if you would ever come across and read this but
oh well i shall just blog it anyway since i already start a quarter of it
So here it goes, and im suck at writing actually even though i love literature
so forgive me if whatever you are gonna read is gonna waste your precious time
(Take a deep breathe) We felt and gone through similar situations together and well
i never come across someone who exactly felt what i felt who have actually gone through
a lot of shit in this thing we called life, on this small planet we live in

it's amazing how i chanced upon you and after going though a tough time after 2 years
and i finally gonna move on and have to moved on even though its hard to forget

and its funny how small the world is
that we got 26 mutual friends and how i stumble
on you and i only realize today that you were from STC!
i should have realize earlier but i didn't pay much attention
cus you were happily in love and so do i too so i just look at how
perfect ur life was and how i wish i had the same or rather i did had the
same life u were leading to and i don't know why i didn't add u much earlier
and then now we both fall out of it in one way or the other and this thing is what
we called, l-o-v-e and r-e-l-a-t-i-o-n-s-h-i-p-s

So the main reason i write this post is something or somehow,
i just got this weird feeling and its unexplainable so i decided to
write about you or should i say about how u inspire me to write,
to pen my thoughts and feel about you and what i think about you

Isn't it funny how a stranger
could just make me open up so fast
It's like in a wink we both could just click with one another and
most of the time, surprisingly it did and went smooth though so i
hope this want will too cus its like you are one in a million that have
gone through almost everything and lost everything when the first time
we fell in love, and we thought it will be happily ever after but sadly no cus
we were both young and naive and love is completely blind for us to notice

so here i am typing this out like 3 in the morning while talking to you
at the same time and fagging and eating non-stop and i think i shd stop writing now
sorry if whatever i wrote and blabber about doesn't make sense, i sincerely apologize

x

Lovestruck

2010-10-31T13:13:00.002+08:00

i know u said maybe and i know u said there's no guarantee
but i believe in you
i believe in faith

i hope one day we will start this journey tgt,
just you and me

xx

171010- A Day To Remember

2010-10-17T10:49:00.006+08:00

Woken up by someone texts,
Time check: 10am
whoaa niceeee! Thanx partner! i love you so so much

As i get out of bed,
feeling cold,
i took a look out of my window pane and
realise the rain had just come to a stop
the weather feels good on this Sunday morning

FLU'S A BITCH!!!!!
PLS GO AWAY!!!!

currently@lovelove cribs updating my blog :D

Went back home for dindin after spending time
with partner :)
Movie tmr in town wif partner and co.
Sexcited! heehee

P.S: iloveyousomuchpartner;givenyoueverything! :)

101010 :)

2010-10-10T20:34:00.001+08:00

i wanna say thanx for everything so far
and im sure there is more to come, as they say;
Action speaks louder then words

P.S: i like you fren :$

There's something about you

2010-10-03T16:42:00.002+08:00

Times been ups and down, but past week have been great wif your company.

i dunno how else to thank you. im glad i found you back, even though it hasn't been that long,

i enjoy every moment with you. Thanks for comin back T! :)

180810 & 210810

2010-08-22T01:54:00.003+08:00

180810- Met Ashley after camp, waited for her at JP the we head t town,

SPINS, CINI, MOVIE & BACK T HER CRIB :D
NICE NIGHT WIF YOU ^^

210810- Suntec earlier on!
OH MY! Alot of crew over thr!
Bgals and Bboys everywhere

YAYNESS! *ONE WEEK CREW IS IN NEXT WEEK*

NEXT SAT! I PROMISE MYSELF NOT T BE LATE TO SEE UR PERFORMANCE BABE! :)

P.S: wrap me up baby; i need love heeheex

sat & sun plans

2010-07-11T04:27:00.006+08:00

Met Amanda@ Lot 1>Town>Sheesha>SUPPERCLUB>Home

Don't wanna go into details but i saw familiar faces
chatted, dance head back home
skating tmr wif Zhan
back t camp at night

currently msn-in now wif Sharyln now and shes gonna slp aledy! nites
oh and Tabitha's gonna get the same tattoo as me!
What a coincidence!
Dedication dedication! :D

Just got home like 6ish
sumone texted me
and im like idiot smile so wide open in the train hehe

Campsie by 1030pm ltr
FML!

P.S: noticing u noticing me! hehe crush!

Whatever happened to the friendships we always try to maintain?

2010-07-09T20:24:00.003+08:00

sometimes i get really sick of trying to show someone i really care about how much i really do care.
sometimes i get so afraid of getting hurt and betrayed from the very people i love and have grown to trust.
sometimes it's just this fear of rejection.
sometimes it's this cry-out-loud for some attention from people you have grown to hang out with.
then it hits you hard when you're at the loneliest point of your life, that none of the people you truly care about and do love was ever there for you. it seems we exist with each other for the fun of it, and when the "high" ceases to exist, or dissipates, all we are are just empty shells that do not have the capacity to go way out or even just an extra mile for each other.

we turn our faces away so easily. we get mad at one another so quickly. we choose to hear the bad thigs from the mouths of third parties so readily. we choose to defend ourselves more than the friends we used to care about so hastily. we lose each other all the more so abruptly.

sometimes it's saddening to know and to makes ourselves learn that we might never just meet someone who really loves us, at all.

Thx Melissa! you are still the best cutecute fren (That's how we call each other) that i ever had!
Poor us, we go through this shit all the time :/
It's been awhile and i haven catch up with you yet
so soonsoon la and yea meet up one day again~
:D

G; DT

2010-07-08T00:35:00.002+08:00

Today might be a start to something beautiful or.... something extremely painful.

July the 4th;

after i pat ur head and said i'll see you again~
and i nvr see u again till now or for a start not even a text msg frm you after that.
i was so near you but yet so far earlier
i dun wish you t be cold t me
i need u t be here wif me
stay and nvr say goodbye my fren
i hate goodbyes and im sure you do too but this isn't e way
This got nth t do wif A at all or anyone else t be honest.

i think its a chance that brought us t knw each other
not fate nor coincidence
lets cherish it and not just leave it this way
cus you are an important person t me
even though if u think im just a passerby or a cheater or watever u think i am
but im really not that kind of guy

i knw im different
i dun really open up
i tend t hide it in my heart
cus i dun wish t see u get hurt in any way
i made a mistake and i apologize sincerly
now Miss G, will u accept this apology and let time heal this?
i hope u would; i'll be waiting~

Love & Peace,
F

XX

Goodnight.

P.S: When i first saw you i knew it was a start of something beautiful :)

Are u ignoring me or are u really saying goodbye?

2010-07-06T22:21:00.004+08:00

010107

Dear You,

i promise myself from this day,
no matter what decision u made, i respect it,
i knew i made mistakes, i knew i was silly.
u can choose t ignore me, u can choose t bid goodbye~

it was funny how we started knwing each other
but we moved too fast, no wait, I moved too fast.
So it was my fault and not you at all,
All i wanna say is im really sorry for everything.
u once told me we keep making e same mistakes again and again and you dunno how can we even stop this and everyone do deserves a second chance.
So its ok if i dont deserve that second chance yea

u once told me i flattered you after i complimented you and it was the best compliment you heard in a longlong time~
u once told me that dating doesnt mean that you belong to someone. theres no such thing as ownership. well not in ur rule book at least & it's all in the name of good friendly fun
and u once told me not t be sad cus.. nvm,
but one thing i want YOU t knw is that

u were nice t me,
a good, funny, naiseee, sane and happy go lucky fren i have ever met
awesome and a caring girl too
you make me laugh u make me smile and now u make me ponder,
tonight will be the night i will leave this for u t read
for you t see and sumhow feel wat im feeling
i dun wish t pretend anymore
im hoping for miracles t happen
tkcarex of urself ok

Love,
F

P.S: those memories will always remains in my heart~

History tends to repeat itself~

2010-05-30T16:24:00.002+08:00

History just keep repeating and repeating,
no wonder there's this famous quote, "History repeats itself"
Example, boy like gal or vice versa, they get tgt, promise wont leave, u promise will stay true to you..

but in the end? break ups, shit happens etc

or one like the other, feelings get deeper and at the end of the day, one gets hurt cause he/she don't want to get into a relationship etc

Its also e same as friendships, u start knwing each other in one way or the other
u guys hang out, sometimes things gets complicated or get a abit out of hand
and den u guys just go seperate ways. Less sms, talks or even meet up

This i think is part of our life besides waking up t bed in e morning breakfast, showers, go to sch/work/church etc.
It is a daily routine for us too just like the ones above i mentioned

To Be Continued,

P.S: To a fren, lets just put her initial R, pls do cheer up and study hard. hope u take e offer soon ;)

Happy Mothers Day!

2010-05-09T23:01:00.002+08:00

Went Holiday Inn t celebrate Mother's Day
Town to shop and then aunt house and lastly

here, HOME!

updating my blog cus sumone wanted me too ;)
but seriously i got nth much t say yet
i think u are just awesome

and

i like u :$

ok end! hahas

P.S: let nature takes its course~

Im a good boy cus i didnt club for 2 weeks already?? HAHA

2010-05-02T08:24:00.002+08:00

Alright just got home at 8 in e mornin frm sumones crib
went drinking and its a pure one!
cus im a good boy now right right A?
Hmm if u ask me how was my night?
One word: Awesomeeee

Ok i need t pen down my thoughts
no wait i need t weigh down my options
like sumone too!
but its really easy cus i could count wif just one hand
and nah im not gg for kids anymore
no more flings for god sake
i dun mind if my gf is "retarded" HAHA but at least she's nice
awesome,
caring
lovable
honest
sweet
funny
open
outgoing
and sumhow i met a few but i need t focus on one
which i think is possible!

Just dat i need time more time
i dun wish to rush things
i wanna let things happen naturally yea :D

if u think u im referring to you den just shoot and ask me straight i dun mind hoho!

OK FUCK ITS SUNDAY TODAY!
MEANS CAMP CAMP CAMP!
1030pm= CAMP TIME
GEEZ!

SOMEBODY PLS ENLIGHTEN ME WIF SUMTHING!
ANYTHING! URGH

OK BYE FOR NOW!

P.S: u knw i dun meant it when i keep saying u are a ****** hahaha go figure, and yea u arent cus you are ******* :D

im lazy to update thesedays..

2010-04-25T09:11:00.008+08:00

Well alot of stuff has happen and yea i dun give a fuck about it
but i do give a fuck about sumthing
sumthing dat i stumble halfway and wonder what happen t my cute cute fren

i knw you are having exam like tmr! 26! omg
and u cant wait for ur holis to come right right?! :D
but then u cant let sumone or a few ppl affect it
u shdnt care wat ppl say or judge u
ppl do change mel
but im still here and always be thr for u and you knw that!
i cant wait to see you again! ;)

and Bestie i miss you loads after u flew off to Thailand
but you are back now!
Weeeee~ catch up to do soon! and
G, i miss you too
and not forgetting my boyfren! Hehe
i wan learn piano lei~
and guitar too again
and sumhow Andrea is awesome :$

P.S: i just want the same thing as you do too! *happiness* ;)

April 9, 10, 11! :)

2010-04-11T19:36:00.002+08:00

Met Pil @ Spins
and she intro me t her frens Sam;Belle; Geraldine
and Belle is....
ok watever!

She called me Fam! :$
haha
but im not a les la!
Pil ask her if i look like a butch! WOW nicenice~ :D

Hmm..
Beloved cutecute fren of mine, Mel came over frm tuition to pick me up den we went to meet sop near Zouk
Dinner wif Mel~
And Zouk wif her, Sop, Han & co.
Sop keep desiao her about me hor! cheeky

and irritating la dat guy~
urgh nvmmmmmm!

Party till late and saw my loooooonggggg time fren Hazel!!!
been years girl! nice t see u!

April 10:

Hang out @ Spins again wif e same clique but this time surprise to see Winona too :)

April 11:

Met Giiiiiinaaaaa and Celesteeeee
ok fuck i need t go back camp soon!
and i think nxt week plan is
Fri: @ Spins again
Sat: movie wif my beloved Mel :D

Tempted but i didnt go zouk~

2010-04-03T02:23:00.003+08:00

Home at 2am +
Dinner wif mom was good
Met Pil @ Spins wif Mel too :)

Bump into Mokkie and Nicole
and Mokkie said shes hot!
HAHAHA
Yes yes of cus shes hot, dont steal her from me
LOL
Just a fren la silly!

Don't blush if u happen t read this Mel ;p

Chill at Coffee Bean and off for movie!
We talk about anything under the sun :)

Caught "When In Rome"
Wasnt lame!
In fact it was sweeeeet and touchin
and hilarious too~

Dear Mel,
Cheer up! Didnt knw u are emo too
i mean haven really see that side of you till
i saw ur blog
well would'nt love t see dat side of u also la,
those emo shit and stuffs yea?

Well hope u had fun in Zouk
sorry i couldnt join u cus im really shag plus i got t go camp ltr for duty
i'll see u soon ok, i promise :)
i got a gd time tonight~
thankchew!

xx!

Miracles do happen, right?

2010-02-11T21:29:00.000+08:00

I belived in you and im waiting for miracles to happen :)

:)

2010-02-11T21:28:00.002+08:00

you knw who u are~ :)

Back to camp ltr~

2010-02-07T19:01:00.001+08:00

Am gg back to camp &

I'll see u soon okay?!

Text me/call me sweetie~

P.S: im waiting :)

So true eh?

2010-01-31T17:06:00.003+08:00

I’ve never understood the reasoning for someone to move on from a relationship. It's not like you are really going to move on - you are just trying to tell your heart to stop thinking about that one person every single day until it finally becomes a routine and you don’t notice it anymore. That is, until you see that person again, and then you have to remind yourself again.

From Brenda

Well i guess its kinda true dont you think so?
Im feeling confused bored and sad now
Im use t wake up everyday recently and receive a text or a miss call frm u
but today i woke up and i didnt see ur name
Mayb you are busy?
Mayb you forgot me?
or Mayb you are wif him?

I hate this feeling i am now
Gosh
Nvm shall just wait for u like i always do :)

P.S: i shall wait for u to text/call me

2010! and im closing this blog~

2010-01-23T19:59:00.001+08:00

WELCOME 2010 AND I HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE GOOD THIS NEW YEAR!

&

IM CLOSING THIS BLOG I GUESS

CUS

I

GOT

ANOTHER BLOG :)

REBEL-LIOUS

2009-10-16T01:19:00.001+08:00

REBEL YST WAS AWESOME!
ME LIKEY!

Dinner wif Denise den off to movie wif Kim and co. :)

P.S: majorcrush

Last night was a good night~

2009-10-11T15:55:00.002+08:00

Went Se7en and den head to Esplanade to drink more wif sis and her clique~
She intro me to her frens blah blah blah
and yea it was nice hanging out wif em till 6am :)

Going back camp tonight and meeting someone soon nxt week hehe

P.S: uarecute ;) its nice knowing you~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-08-07T01:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BB!

Its been days since i hear frm u.
i dunno wat happen
but i hope u are ok!

i wanna hear frm u soon cus i miss u damn loads!

Haven been slping well cus thinking and wondering wat happen~
:(

Did i do sumthing wrong?
Did i screw up sumthing?
Did i make u sad?

Cus i no i didnt
and i knw we are happily spending our day every single day
even though we are both busy
but i knw in ur heart im still part of ur life~
so do call/text me soon ok?

P.S: PLS CONTACT ME ASAP~ :(

Supperclub~

2009-08-02T19:14:00.001+08:00

Its not that good though but 9th of august will be different!!!
i want to go but something happen, i guess...
so i dunno should i turn up or not.

im sorry for yst...

Rebel~

2009-08-01T05:00:00.000+08:00

Rebel nights are back! :)
Met a grp of Eurasians guys thr too, Brian Matt etc.. Went to hooters den to fashion bar den to Zirca and last stop REBEL baby! :D

Met Vian, Peiqin, Naomi and e rest after dat to chill. My sis, Clair was thr too!
Its been awhile since i saw u sis! Loveya long time! as always ;)

Social House & Supperclub later!
Vian and e rest again den Jeric and his frens will b thr too!
Going thr after my NDP thingy around 11ish :)

P.S: Vian, im serious about wat i said just now! hehe ;)

Busy Bee, Busy Meeee~

2009-07-27T17:28:00.000+08:00

Lately i have been busy wif army, cus of the NDP~
Its a coincidence cash, and cerise is under me hahaha
so i got to see her most sats but aint got time for clubbing~
i miss those days wif cash and her frens :/

i miss those time spent wid BFF, Bestie and my loved ones!
Especially Poppy!
Its been awhile since i seen her lei~
i miss u! u knw dat!!! hehe

Aigght~

Alot of things has happen, gg t happpen and will happen~

Peace Out~
<3

Its Been Awhile

2009-07-05T19:25:00.002+08:00

After 10 mths, thinking and waiting and doing things i think i shdnt have really do it,
i finally take a big leap and moved on.
Its been really tough for that past 10 mths,
getting hurt and making ppl upset and disappointed,
but i have no choice,
its not that i want to do it but its just that i really cant..

Waiting and waiting to no avail~
Nightless sleeps~
Getting ill~

But i guess i dun have t do dat anymore~
Cus i have moved on :)

P.S: U are all i need now and forever ;)

SENTOSA TODAY BABY!

2009-06-20T03:11:00.001+08:00

YEAP IN A FEW HOURS TIME,
I'LL BE GOING LIFE'S A BEACH EVENT @ SENTOSA!

PICS AND UPDATES WHEN IM HOME!

I'll Always Rmb Today~
200609 <3

HAWT!

2009-06-18T02:47:00.002+08:00

WEATHER IN SG IS KILLING ME~
ZOUK WAS HAWT :D
IM SHAGGED!

SO GOODNIGHT!

P.S: i need loads of moolah for the apartment in future im renting :)

U gotta be more careful the next time round :)

2009-06-17T04:38:00.003+08:00

PLS WATCH UR BACK AND DONT REPEAT THE SAME THING AGAIN OK?!
YES U! LITTLE MISS CARELESS! HAHA
300 ISNT WORTH GIVING TO THE GOV :/

Zouk ltr night~
Bowling in the afternoon~

Ok im tired~
Goodnight world!

P.S: imissthenightspendwithyou~

CROWNS!!!

2009-06-16T22:21:00.002+08:00

THIS IS NICEEEE!

Tattoos and Bodyarts...

2009-06-15T15:26:00.004+08:00

i want this! :D

I just had my 3rd Ink-ed last few days :)
My 4th one is gonna be a crown.
Gettin it on the back of my neck,
It goes e same for F,
she's still decidin a tiara or a crown on her back too :/

and for piercings, i might re-pierce my tongue
and Vic might re-pierce it too :)

P.S: tumblr.com :)

Awesome night~

2009-06-14T16:57:00.004+08:00

OMG, i reached home at 10am today,
cus i was dancing my way all night at Gotham!
Went HOME Club first for the gig, Tel Megiddo then to Gotham~
Shall upload pics/vid soon~
Jeric came over Gotham, after Zirca.
Saw Jess thr too,
saw Ross.. again!

Alayna intro Francesca too me.
Shes sweet petite looking :)
The highlight of the night was actually Sagar drunk! and not the mosh thingy HAHA!
Freak me out!
Shant elaborate!!! :/

Bfore the night came, and all the fun begins,
me and Lynard were at Heeren, then Cini then to Skatepark cus
they have a competition thr. Knw some peeps thr :)
and hell yes im getting my board soon~
Head to PS after that and den walk to CQ singing under the moonlight tgt wif Lynard :)

After Gotham, crash at Alayna's crib :)
Ciroc vodka, icecream, instant noodles, itunes, bed, cuddle, pillow etc
More drinking session at ur place again yo!

So today, im heading t aunt place cus cuzzie gg Aussie next week :/
Its 5pm and i gtg soon~
Shall update when im home.. if im not lazy that is!

Im helping u to party on the weekends since u are sumwhere out thr
having camp :)

P.S: Awesome night yst but you werent here wif me to end the night :) imu~

Im afraid...

2009-06-12T22:40:00.003+08:00

Things are not gg on dat well..
Everything seems alright but..
actually its way noooooot!

Zoey knw wat im talking about so yea..
Kitty knws wat im afraid about and so does she..
I hope everything is ok! :/

Tml im gonna hit the dancefloor
but at the same time,
my mind is like screwed....

God pls help me!!!

im gonna talk t Z about everything tonight!!! :(

C, enjoy ur night,
enjoy for me!
Party like a rockstar yo!

P.S: i think im screwed?!

I think i miss you...

2009-06-09T22:59:00.005+08:00

So yst was e day that most guys waited for.
Posting out frm NS that is :)
So im havin my block leave from today, 9 June till 20 June!

1st i wanna wish C all the best for ur tests!
2 more papers and u can party already!!!
Hmm if u can get A's for 3 papers why not the last one?
i hope u will get ur 3.8 this sem ;)
Wishing u all the best sweets~

Was talking and smsin wif Zoey awhile ago,
now online wif her and Georgina.
Georgina said im 17 HAHA
1st time sumone said i look 17 cus
usually they say i look 16 LMAO!

F, i want the iphone 3G S too! :(
but i need t wait for my contracts to end!
Godamnit!

Anyway this week plans:

Weds: Bowling wif cuzzie
Thurs: Out wif Carolette, Visit Yus and Bradley at Flyback tattoo
Fri: Out to town again, club at night mayb?
Sat: Clubbing wif Alayna and co.
Sun: Soccer in the morning, cuzzie hse in e afternoon cus she's flyin off to aussie to study :)

So i talked to Z on the phone and her mom so funny keep knocking on her door.
Told u she is spying on you :p
and dont u worry, i help u wif ur hmwk too :)

Hmm its freaking 3am now,
Just done watching some videos.
Im gonna watch Lesbian Vampire Killers tmr night :)

Anyway its been so long since i done this,
which is online-ing till this late
cus its my daily routine :D

Ok! i need t slp now!
Ciggies first and off t bed!
Nights!
Time Check: 3.15am!!!

i miss e late night talks,
especially wif C! *blushing*

P.S: imu!

I think u shd know :)

2009-06-07T09:56:00.002+08:00

June 5,

Back on mainland at 5pm,
Club hopping was fun!
From HOME C. to Fashion Bar to Arena and lastly to Phuture
but Phuture was effing packed and cramped,
i saw my sch mates, both from HSS and from SHATEC.
and finally i met my Bestie after sometime~ xoxo

P.S: Thx F! Have a great night wif ya :)

June 6,

Nth much, just attend a school carnival,
dinner at Lau Pa Sat den went for a movie to end the night,
home at 12am hahas!

Hmm im gg back to camp ltr at 7pm but meeting
my BFF for early dinner bfore i head to camp~
Posting out tml afternoon!
Finally!!!

Oh and this week i dun intend to club!
Someone will enjoy it for me though ;)

Somethings are meant to be said or told when the right times come,
but im afraid that moment wont come but hope is always there,
im sorry i wont be passing u sumthing cus its complicated now,
but i have another thing t pass it to you :)
i hope when the time is right, i'll manage to pass it t you,
if not, its just my bad.
I nvr felt anything like this bfore
but i think i love e way we are now! Thank you!
You just make my day brighter somehow~
i miss you~
xoxo

P.S: All the best and good luck for ur test/exams! :)

Where is the love?

2009-05-30T17:57:00.002+08:00

CONFINEMENT SUCKS BIG TIME!!!

i effing miss my BESTIE bdae and now shes sad!
im very sorry sa!

Things are fucked up now, army life, frens, family,
what more can i say?
Back today at 2.30pm
Met BFF finally for lunch!
Most prob meeting her in an hours time in Town,
but im having dinner wif monster and pop first,
den meet BFF den to Sagar place and off to my usual nightlife :)

Update when im home

i miss my Bestie, i miss my BFF and i miss you!

i just wanna say dat things arent gg dat well but sumone is there t give me hope,
but hope soon will be gone but its ok..
i understand and im happy as long as u are happy alright? :)
i love e way we are now and thank u M for telling me everything,
appreciate it loads loads!
See u when i see u :)

P.S: im fond of u but at the same time i just wan us t be frens and hope it stays as it is forever ;)

Thinking of you...

2009-05-24T15:17:00.007+08:00

Saturday & Sunday:

Went to Joel hse for dinner wif his family,
slack and chill den he went to Whiskybar
while i went PS :)
Got home 4plus am.
FYI, i always look up to joel, in future i knw i will learn alot of things from him,
From martial arts t sword making etc..

Oh well im booking in 7.15pm ltr~
3 more weeks and im finally out of tekong :)
Meeting Xinhui for my early dinner bfore heading off t camp~
Haha had fun wif her e other night~

Clinic

Gonna wish Bestie Happy Advance Bdae~
5 more days eh!
See u soon!

I nvr felt anything like this for so long~
i guess i'll go wif the flow~ (like what someone agreed to that)
hope things will be alright
and im gonna make dat happen,
one step at a time :)

P.S: u are always on my mind ;) *imu*

I love e way we are now :)

2009-05-23T06:34:00.005+08:00

Thursday & Friday Nights:

Outfield was fucked up!
Booked out thurs night and went t Joel hse for sleepover :)
His parents are nice but the collection he made are effing cool!
Went Jab 1 wif him, back t his hse at 3am,
woke up 645, went over t Lynard place den off to polyclinic t take his MC.
Breakfast and then off to CHIJ TPY Fiesta,
saw all of my frens except 2 of em haha

Back t Joel place after IJ Fiesta,
Learning how t make S***** frm Joel now!! :D
Lynard came over my place and waited for me den we went off to Rebel,
Saw Xinhui along e way, surprised man!
She went of to Crazy Elephant and then i went to Clinic t find her,
camwhore and gal, pls dun drink alot nxt time :)
Saw Farhan too, got tips from a caucasian man for directing em t Rebel :)
Cab back home, but bfore dat, send Cash and Mich,
slack under Cash block t chill, smoke and catch up abit,

Overall, i enjoy my night, thx t you! ;)

Dead is forever u hor hehe
Anyway hope t see you soon again,
Lollipop! HAHA
Nice catching up once again sweets!
xoxo

P.S: you kept me going, and for that, a big thank u! *kisses*

I could just see it in ur eyes~

2009-05-17T14:10:00.004+08:00

Booking in at 6 ish later :(
Outfield week!
Im so gonna just die!!!
and im still sick; Boo..
Heard dat hp will be kept during outfield so mayb only bfore gg t bed can use awhile!
Damn! 4 days w/o Hp!!! :(
At least i got t booked out on thursday evening :)

XH still have my gum kept~
Ok mayb nxt week i'll get it frm u aigght :)
Lyone Bdae is next Friday!
Tonning at Kitty place on Thurs i guess~

Its gonna be a packed weekends nxt week
but im so looking forward to it!
Toodles peeps!
See ya!

P.S: im so into you~ *misses*

im glad to see you today~

2009-05-17T03:24:00.004+08:00

Back home at 3am~

Well my day start off at MI around 12 noon plus cus there's a carnival there~
It was alright~
Talk t a few gals haha
But nah not interested in any of course :)

Headed t Lyone place wif Joel~
Slack and chill abit..
Didnt knw all of em could play e piano!!!
Den we Dance/groove to the music the brothers was playin~
Blast the speakers HAHA!
Low, Right round, lollipop etc..

And then headed t Cash place t wait for her gettin ready and all,
Smoke & catch up abit~
The funny part was when she said, " dont ever do dat again"
HAHA
Sorry la, but i swear ur parents didnt see us! hehe
No worries!
Xueli came over awhile, chatted and they left t East Coast Park
Hurhur i knw wat u were doing thr!
Aigght shant say it here ;)

Dinner at Chomp Chomp,
follow by chilling out at the esplanade starbucks near Butter Factory
Got t knw a gal.
i swear shes cool!
She works at Evolve~
Martial Arts sch!!!
ZOMG i cant believe dat! :)
So yea dats e cool part~

Im glad i got t see u again, hugged u and i wish i could see u like every week~
I miss e hugsssss!
I hope nxt Friday we got t meet up as it is Lyone Bdae!
Yeap he invited u gals along and he said mayb we shd find a place t hang out and chill instead of gg t clubs :)
No worries about the part ur gf's gg t quit clubbing soon~
But i hope me and u we could still drink tgt and not really club la, if u knw wat i mean~
Im so gonna date u out on Friday! so pls make urself free!
Aigght shall stop here :)

P.S: im really glad t see you and i hope theres more t come~ imu too! ;)

I suddenly miss you~

2009-05-15T23:08:00.003+08:00

YEAP IM BACK FROM CAMP!

Not gonna hit the club tonight as im still sick :(
Boo~
I think Saturday night im gonna hit the dancefloor
provided some peeps is going lor ;) haha

Oh Well, alot shits happen in camp,
fucking pissed~
Ok nvm,
but theres one day when i just smile and felt happy
after sumone say she missed me?
i hope she really do!
cus i miss her all of a sudden!

Damn~
i hate NS life,
i wish i could like have more free time
so that i could knw you better~
i hope i will :)

Bet sumone is fucking enjoying tonight eh~
But not me~
Too tired~
Sickly~
Will u be my remedy?

P.S: you are always packed one haha, anyway imu ;)

Happy Mothers Day!

2009-05-10T14:58:00.004+08:00

2 Nights Rebel-ing~

It was awesome and i think
im addicted to Rebel already!
thanx to Cash for the intro
and wif the peeps
like Michelle, Xueli, Marv and Co. :D
I love u guys!

Marv and me were like checking out a caucasian gal,
and she check Marv out when his doing his thing, DANCE!
haha
Some indian bastard try t dance wif the gals but too bad
cus im there haha
kidding~
and i manage t shoo those desperado away :)
especially the big guy,
like wtf he is doing?! i got no idea LMAO!
and sorry for the gals i rejected t go back t ur places,
im not lidat :)

Hmm, Im headin back to camp tonight,
meeting frens at Pasir Ris for dinner ltr.
Oh well, im gonna miss my frens and loved ones when im back in camp,
at least its 5 days now and then can booked out haha
and Friday= Clubbing night!

15 May will be back!
See u peeps around~
Same place~
Same peeps~
Same awesome night~
;)

I MISS MY BESTIE MY BFF AND I'LL MISS YOU!

Michelle,
I nvr thought of anything till you ask me/ bring up about the issue,
and den i start t think alot la haha
Geez~
and u nearly get me killed last night haha
u knw i knw wat is it. LOL
Thx!

P.S: You make my night an awesome one! ;) and my name is spell as f a d h l i hor~ *misses & see ya soon*

REBEL!

2009-05-09T05:51:00.004+08:00

YES FINALLY IM HOME AFTER 2 WEEKS IN CAMP!

Rebel was awesome thx t you guys!
had a numbers of vodkas
and a lambo :)

Finally met up wif her after a month ;)
Little miss hot stuff!
haha

Thank god u are safe, cus i was worried sick!
and i guess i will pass "that" sumthin to you
some other time ;)

THANX FOR TONIGHT!

Chatted wif Emi since my 2 weeks in camp,
its 7.45am now
and my mind is still thinking alot,
sorry Emi,
i will try not t think so much,
but i dunno why it just comes,
the feeling is sux,
Anyway, thanx..

Slept for 3 hrs,
camp mate phone call woke me up too~
received tons of msg HAHA
Had Pizza Hut for lunch after 2 bloody weeks in camp!
Later am gg celebrate Monster Day at Hyatt for dinner
then im off t my nightlife at Rebel AGAIN ;)
i hope things will turn out good tonight!
PLS MAKE MY SECOND NIGHT ENJOYABLE~

P.S: I guess IT was IT; You make me smile :)

Its Today!

2009-04-24T05:56:00.002+08:00

I cant believe its TODAY!
Yeap am going NS~

I will miss u guys~
But i guess it isnt that long la~
Be back on Labour Day~
Shit~
i gtg like now!
Toodles^^

Love,
Fadhli

P.S: ihopewecouldmeetupfastertoo ;)

Thank you!

2009-04-23T19:53:00.001+08:00

To someone i knew not long,

Im at a cross road,
whether shd i go wif it or whether shd i back off?
i just wish YOU knew,
Maybe i shall just try it out wif u

So tmr is THE DAY IM GG NS!
i wanted t say thanx till these day,
ur advises and stuffs make me think alot u knw! :)

Oh well, im trying t knw e likes, e wants, and e hates about you,
and im still learning it.
i did find out a few things about u but i dun wish t say it HERE! LOL
i only wanna knw dat we could be finally be FRIENDS now :)
*hinthint*

I shall stop here for now~
too much hints are a no no
cus..
it might lead t disappointment
but
it may also lead
to
HAPPINESS! :)

P.S:

i hope u will be fine wif the things u are gg through now and for wat is coming for you in future :)
i dont knw u dat well yet
but,
i can see sumthing special in you
and i wish to find that out soon
cus i think its THAT SOMETHING which makes me...
*go figure*

xoxo
Loves, Fadhli

THANKS PEEPS! LOVE ♥

2009-04-23T01:05:00.009+08:00

TOMORROW IM GOING FOR NS ALREADY!!! :(

So before i leave, i wanna thank all the people that play a part in my life and are always there for me no matter what. You people know who u are, and if i forget to mentioned ur names, i solemnly apologize! :p

Firstly and without doubt will be YOU! ♥

YES you! You came in my life and make me realise what i need and have to do.
You change my life and make me a better and mature person, and for that a Big Thank You for all the years we had spend tgt.
We have gone our seperate ways and im sure you are doing fine :)
Nearly 3 yrs r/s is tough t last but we DID last dat long~

Well, here it goes, to my loved ones... *ahem*

Kitty: A true, nice, sweet, naughty gal which i will nvr ever forget! u lift me up when im down, u cheer me up at times, u cared about me like im ur everythin and
i solemnly appreciate that! :) im so gonna MISS YOU as always!!! I cant effing wait to see you! Fri nights! :D ♥

P.S: i gave ur no. to the officer hor? *inside joke*

Danissa: YOU are always there for me like a bestfriend, a lover but deep down my heart i know u always care for me, advising me about almost EVERYTHING!
Family, Love, Friends, Sex, LOL! and my past. Thank you BESTIE! ALL THE BEST FOR UR STUDIES!

P.S: YES I WILL MAKE IT @ ***** on 29 MAY, BCUS ITS UR BDAE! & u know i fucking love u Bestie! ZOMG I WILL MISS YOU ALOT ALOT ALOT! MISS THE TIME WE SPEND TGT! ♥

Eva Rishon: My BFF! Shes nice and we love talking to each other every single day but im gonna miss dat! Nvm we can still PARTY tgt someday!
Love calling me bai chi! u are 1 too ok and slowwww too haha but still i heart u and i WILL miss you! Dinner soon tgt ok? ♥

Casherine: Just got t knw u not long and i guess we are in e same league, didnt knw wat we want but still, no worries, like u said we are still young! Have fun clubbing and i'll see u at REBEL SOON! Thx for ur advise and stuffs, will miss the late nights talk wif u babe! 3.8 FTW!!! :D

P.S: I'll make u smile ONE DAY TOO, & STOP being playful! LOL ♥

Kelly: a nice, crazy party goyeer! Yes, clubbing weekend tgt always aigght my nightlife partner! :D SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS! Love u longtime! But u gg to US t study already! FASHIONISTA FTW!!! Have fun BITCH! I WILL MISS U! HAHA ♥

Agnes: ALWAYS ask me go die & bang the wall! LOL but still i heart you la girl! A nice and small girl who always make me wonder why are u naughty?? hahaha missu! ♥

Carollette: im gonna miss u and all e best for ur O's la ass! Haha ♥

Elaine N: Thx for everything! Do tkcarex of urself loads! ♥

Emily: A nice fren i just know, YES CHEER UP PLS! Like i said, one step at a time, things always happen for a reason ya?
Im sure u will get back ur happiness soon! I knw u will! See you around ok! Loads of care & SMILE MORE!!!

P.S: and we both have a star tattoo ;) ♥

Fion a.k.a FF: YES YES YES! I'll club wif u when u are free la! No worries! All e best in ur studies! :) ♥

Shanna: Hey, this girl here give me alot of nickname sia, from Kiddo to skinny monkey! Eh dont hurt urself aledy hor?! Hope u got ur "secret" job! LOL i'll see u around~

P.S: urbabyiscute ♥

Shirleen: Hey girl, study hard & ZOUK tgt after ur exam~ ♥

Sokkheng: Tkcarex & Study Hard my breasfwen! ;) ♥

Velle: i really appreciate dat night 23 March when u are there for me and listening t my crap =x Thank you loads!
u nvr knw how glad i am dat night cus u were really there for me! Ur concerned and ur care for me! ♥

Vicky: Girl, dun do silly things okay :) i still wanna talk and see u la! CHEER UP!
P.S: yes will PM u when im home; will miss you too! :) ♥

Kat: Im so gonna miss you too for sure! tkcarex small girl! Arsenal rocks more den ur Man u! HAHA
Tkcarex! & STAY HAPPY always! ♥

Phoebe: Thx for e late night chats ♥

Jeslyn: See u around when clubbing yea~ tkcarex
P.S: whoa now im ur malay teacher ♥

Betsy: my meimei since sec sch. days! Will miss u hehe :) ♥

Marailyn: Yes yes, better meet up for dinner/clubbing session ;) ♥

Monica: my godsis since Sec 2 till now! u were like a real sis to me. Keep me going and advising me all the time.Appreciate it loads sis! ♥

Gary Loh: My godbro and he's Monica bro btw, nice drinking session and smoking session wif u di ♥

Viccintta: My 2nd godsis, who is funny + lame yet caring in heart. and im not a gal magnet la. LOL ♥

Joy: She's there to cheer me up when im down and when i need a listening ear~ P.S: What a crazy night at HOME Club! LOL ♥

Jacqueline: see u soon~ study hard ok *misses* ♥

Clarissa: Times were great wenever we club tgt! i will miss that! ♥

Ateera: This malay mix chinese girl so complicated la her love life but still a sweet and nice girl! tkcarex always tau! ♥

Clara: A young gal but a nice friend to be with. ICECREAMS! *inside joke* ♥

Gina: Be strong! 2 more years and u can say byebye to all the fuckers out thr! Study hard ok? ♥

Lynn Lim: Gina twin! haha yea and i'll come home safe! Dont worry! and and 10 years ltr! *inside joke* ♥

Celeste: i wont forget the late night talks with you! ♥

Jocelyn Tan: Same sch once wif me but i rarely see her! haha u are one great and a nice gal to talk too ♥
Sorry t make u pissed dat night :/

Celeste Chen, crazy and talented girl. Loved her playing the piano :) Had a crush on her before. During sec sch days la dey! Oops~
Oh well i rmb dat night when i cheered u up cus u were feeling down. My pleasure Cel, & rmb u arent alone :D ♥

Abdul Qayyum a.k.a Kid: A nice guy! Funny too! Haha Yes, Fri nights= Clubbing tgt!!! Hope u enjoy ur Bdae on 22 April :)

P.S: YES LA! LICK ICECREAM BUKAN APE APE TAU! LMAO! ♥

Jessy: pleasant girl and always will be a sweet girl. i'll tell u what i did promise to tell you the other time, but, when the time is RIGHT ok? :p ♥

Meez: Hey Cheer Up! Yes we will have dinner tgt someday too! :) ♥

and lastly not forgetting,

Xinhui, my beautiful fren i called her. Haha yea we stay near each other but didnt get to meet much but still you were there advising me and cracking me up as always.
Almost every single day we chatted and sms bout what we are gg through. Thank you! Dont stress with school ok? :)

P.S: Oops and my stuffs still wif u hahahah ♥

I WILL FUCKING MISS ALL OF YOU FOR SURE!

Especially that UNIQUE someone and you know who you are :)
Tkcarex when im not around ok, loveya Sis ♥ Sorry im a bad bro t you :/

ALL THE ABOVE ARE FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART PEOPLE!
AT LEAST YOU KNOW THAT U GUYS HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME.
AT LEAST IF I LEAVE THE WORLD DURING MY NS, I HAVE SAID WHAT I WISH TO SAY :) ok sounds gayyyy~ i dun wan die there haha no wayyyy man!

Till then,

Love, ♥ Fadhli
xoxo

Miss me will u peeps? :D

P.S: Damn, IHATEBOTAK!! fcukkkkkkk!!! & im soooooo gonna hit the club when i 1st booked out! FUCK THE LOOKS! Weeeeeeeeee~ Any kind soul wanna treat me? *hinthint* Labour Day~

SHAVE??

2009-04-22T03:22:00.009+08:00

Happy Birthday Kid!

Had my late night supper as usual~
Had a pack of ciggs prepared to bring to Camp~
Had a nice convo. wif C today~

Zhan told me i will have a long weekend from 30th April,
but i doubt so since i just entered and its still BMT period~
I dun care la but i just hope i can go CLUB!
Im still deciding who t go out wif and all,
i knw its kinda early~
but ppl are planning it in advance~
i love planning things in advance and not really a last min

Some "Dates":

Out wif Kak Shanna to chill~
Meeting up wif my BESTIE!!! ^^ I CANT FUCKING WAIT!
Meeting BFF for dinner!
Catch ups wif Kok Loong~
Stayover at Kitty place~
CLUB CLUB CLUB at PH, PHUTURE, REBEL and HOME!
& perhaps,
Finally get to see you her & she~ HAHA

That's just a plan out,
may or may not happen~
but.. i think BESTIE meet up will happen for sure! Right?!
and so does Kitty too ;)

Gg out ltr evening~
Shd i shaved today or wait till Fri?
zzz

I just had my lunch,
as usual lazy,
called Pizza hut delivery ^^
Out~
Reach home 7ish~
10 plus gg meet fren awhile~
Then back to Onlin-ing~

i saw and read ur blog,
i drop a tear, im sorry~
just dat its sad la
but there's a little happiness
cus
I SAW MY NAME IN YOUR POST :)

i hope u found happiness soon wif him
one step at a time,
like i always use t tell u :)
yes u will get BACK UP SOON!
i know u WILL!

im gg t camp this fri~
and perhaps one day i'll bum into you
i hope u saw this small post for you and smile,
but
not a fake smile dat is ;)
Tkcarex

P.S: There's another small post soon for u~

P.S: I hope u will be really fine~

Happy BIRTHday!

2009-04-21T17:38:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Velle!
&
Happy Buttday Benno!

Hope u guys enjoyed YOURDAY!
Going for Free Cone Day ltr evening in Town!
Hopefully my ass arent heavy and e weather pls be GOOD!

NO NO NO! I NEED TO GO TOWN LTR!
HAHAHA

Went Far East~
B&J icecream~
Home~
Webbie awhile~
Shower~

AND

IM SLEEPY!

Update ltr..... if i feel like it~

Damn~
i knw how u feel~
Trying to figure out what he really wants,
but its partly ur fault cus u initiate it 1st right?
Like i said, talk things out and get things clear
with each other.. if u want too dat is :)
so pls cheer up and
dont so sianz la..
Me also dunno what he wants
He's like close to you yet cold to you?
Hmm yea HOT & COLD! =x
wo zhen den bu zhi dao ha yao shen mo~

i guess u really have t find out urself aigght?
if i were u i will just ask him straight,
cus im TIRED and i dun wanna go in circles
and asking myself wat he wants or wat i want...

So yea, i leave it up to you ok?
:D
CHEER UP BABE!
YOU KNOW IM ALWAYS HERE FOR U RIGHT?!

Perhaps u shd listen t a malay song called, Rossa- Aku Bukan Untukmu.
Its really nice and touchin.
The title of the song means, Im Not The One For You
Heres the tranlsation~

~I'm not the one for you~

In the past, you loved me
In the past, you wanted me
Even though I never gave an answer
You had no intentions of leaving me

Now you're going far away
Now you're leaving me
At the time when I started to have hope in you
And I plead, please forgive me

I regret making you cry
and letting you choose another
But never betray your fate
Surely it's best for you

Don't ever remember me again
I'm not the one for you
Though I beg and ask you for your heart
Don't ever leave her side
for my sake

URL: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=30QG3zKVogA

P.S: i'll always be here for u~

Whats with the weather nowadays?

2009-04-20T15:45:00.004+08:00

EFFING HOT EVEN WHEN I TURN ON MY AIRCON TO 16 Degrees!!!

Weather is getting bad to worst due to global warming,
eh fuck,
Smoking doesnt really effect it,
it just pollute with a minimal amount of percentage ok!
LOL!

Damn~
Just got home like 745pm,
I swear i nvr feel so tired bfore
nothin like today!
Dont ask why~

Im gg t take a nap now,
perhaps i'll be on my lappy again by 12am cus tml
is Velle & Benno Bdae~
So yea, need t wish em both @ 12am SHARP!
LOL

Ok nights~

Ohhh ....
Ohhh ... Yeah Yeah
Ohhh .... Yeahh

Since the day that we met girl
I aint never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Wanna give you the whole world
oh
If you make the promise to me, You're gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side

Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
girl your love is where it's at
ohhh...

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Oooh..

I know he left you stranded
And you paid the price when you messed up your life oh
girl I know you're so afraid
But I can't right the wrongs he did
I know you saw the lipstick on my window
And wonder'n how many chick's been to my home
I've done my share of playing games
But for you I given up that life

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at

ohhh...

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Baby you're the one I've waited for
Because you gave me what I need and more
Girl its clear that we are meant to be
Together,
We should be together ....
Eternally
Ohhh...

Girl I'm gonna be

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back (The one that got your back)
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made (never wish we made)
But we'll be okay if we just stay together(just stay with me)

(Everything Gonna Be Alright)

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

P.S: i cant find my old version of the song :/

Army life is nearing~

2009-04-19T14:23:00.004+08:00

MOFO! This kinda thing arent even suppose t be a joke!
So screw u, fuck ur mom
and go suck ur daddy ballz ok?!

YES IM PISSED!!!

Anyway, its been awhile since i had a deep
conversation wif sumone,
and it happen today mornin like.. 6am?
Ok and i shed some tears for you too~
HAHA
I knw how u feel my fren,
and whatever i said its really the reality,
and i REALLY wish and hope to see u HAPPY!
It hurts me t see u hurting urself by
doing things u shdnt do!
U shd knw wat i mean by now~

So pls pls pls try to stop it ok?!
Thx Shanna~

And whereas for C,
i dunno wat t say la,
mayb u r too hot yst la till guys dun wan approach u and
ask for ur number?!
I knw la cus i wasnt there! HAHA! Ok im lame~
Well i really dunno!
Mayb u can tell me by doing "The Reflection" thingy? ;)
I wanna read~

Nxt week plans:

Tonight: SEX!!! hahahahahahah.... kidding~
Monday: See Doctor, i think Shanna knws why :) den also go make my specs
Tuesday: Pick up home theatre system at Funan
Wed: Movie.. AGAIN!
Thurs: i need t go for a haircut!!!
Friday: SADLY, National Service; ARMY !

My aunt, uncle & cousin came over at my place,
to pray for my me when im gg Army :)
Hope nth happen to me!

Soccer at night; Man Utd Vs Everton, FA Cup
and finally,
one less silverware for Man Utd!
Man U lost 4-2 on Penalties!

Aigght i haven been feeling good lately
due t a number of things dat,
has happened,
going to happen,
and will happen!

Life isnt fair~

P.S: urbabyiscute~

SEX(6) More Days...

2009-04-18T00:24:00.005+08:00

The one that loves you will never make you cry~
C.

Hmm i hope that above sentence is so trueeee!
Sigh~
Cus e one dat loves me always makes me cries~
Thx C, even though we are not like close or sumthing,
I just wanna thank you for ur concern my dear fren~

Shanna, u another one la, funny yet unpredictable,
we clicked?!
Hmm mayb la jiejie?

Anyway have fun tonight!

Thx to peeps who try t make me smile but..
i knw myself well,
not tonight!

P.S: Im on a cross road~

7 more days..

2009-04-17T03:40:00.009+08:00

When you're all alone,
And you need a light,
Someone to guide you through the night,
Just remember that I am here,
To hold you close and dry your tears.

And just when you thought you were falling,
But you know I'll always be right there.

When you're all alone,
And you need a friend,
Someone to help you to the end,
When you need someone to catch you when you fall,
I'll be there through it all.

Just when you thought you were losing,
But you know I'll always be right there.

I'll be there through the good times,
And the bad,
And we'll be there for each other,
You're the best friend I ever had.

And just when you thought you were falling,
But you know I'll always be right there.
Oh-oooh whenever you need me,
I'll always be right there.

Nicenicenice! Thx!

Well firstly wanna congrats Emi! :)
Am happy for u~
Hope everything goes well for you aigght?
and
yea u knw i knw can already =x

Aigght i still cant stop reminiscing about dat
bloody Indian who has no effing brains!
i can say im lucky 200 not 300 sia~
Sorry C, u have t pay 300 now!
i hope u will be cool about it soon!
cus i was feeling how u were feelin too at that point of time
and yes i do agree THEY GOT NTH BETTER TO DO!
sad sad :/
Hmm, and lastly its ur last day of work for u today i guess :)

P.S: Now must becareful already ok :)

And not forgetting Shanna for just now too :)
Thx!

So i slept at 6am woke up like nearly 8am
Gosh~
Had breakfast twice :)
Now waiting for Fri prayer den off i go!

Back at 2pm,
Knw some new peeps on WG and they all linked and connected t a few frens haha
SG really a small world indeed~
I WANNA MIGRATE!!
ANYONE wanna join?! :)

C, funny la ur appeal letter,
and i thought u haven send!
Geez~
If not i can help u edit to a better one :)
Yeah~
I HOPE ITS A SUCCESS ONE CUS.... THEY READ THEY MIGHT GIGGLE TOO AND THEY MIGHT BE LIKE, *shes funny la! ok la give chance give chance! APPROVED*
Wah if really approved power! and i hope it will la cus 300 still a huge amount sia
Pity her pls~ :)
ok im lame i know~

F, got a AMERICAN COCKER SPANIEL!
CUTE!
Yes yes love love! LOL

Fcuk!
Mayb? Mayb?
Hmm i effing dunno la!
Mayb i really shant bother anymore.
I really wanna move on already,
and the time is NOW!
Im moving on, i shall put a stop to it already~
This will lead t nowhere if it goes on like this
and
Maybe sumone is right too,
i aint strong,
which i hope i will be strong someday!
But when?
Only Time Will Tell....

P.S: YES IM MOVING ON~

8 More Days..

2009-04-16T01:23:00.009+08:00

Watchin soccer ltr @ 2.45am
Hope Man U lose! wahahaha
and
Arsenal will steal e night :)

Ok i bet someone is at PH now enjoyin herself!
Partying like mad while shes still SICK!
Am i right?! haha
Have fun girl
& DONT GET WASTED!!! :)

Aigght, its 6.30am now~
Just done watchin soccer 2 hrs ago,
Arsenal STEAL the show :)
Man Utd won too but i thought they would lose man~
Im still wide awake,
just done talking to Bestie,
Have fun in ur new sch :)

I cant rmb wat time i woke up today but it was pretty late,
loads of texts and phone calls when i got up!
Hmm, just effing tired~
BFF try t be lame haha
Ok im slowww didnt get that!
and
Sumone is drunk now!
Better slp asap k! Nights~

Fucktub! Yes i know!
Just had it too!
PISSED PISSED PISSED
&
FUCK FUCK FUCK
was all on my mind dat time too lor~
And like WTF?! 300 now!
And in 14 days time?!
SERIOUSLY U PPL CAN JUST FUCK URSELF
Nothing better to do!!!!
Ok end~

Cheer up C! :D
i knw how u feel!
Hugggggggggggs*

P.S: i really HATE indians! Kthxbye~

9 MORE DAYS!

2009-04-15T00:25:00.012+08:00

Im gonna watch another movie again ltr evening!
and
probably nxt week also!
MOVIE MARATHON SIA~
Weeeeee~

Chatted wif C an hour ago :)
Sick still WANNA GO CLUBBIN TONIGHT!
wahlao~
The funny part is when she told me,
an ang moh try to pick her up~
shant elaborate more!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Alright, Have fun tonight, wish i could joined!!
Nvm Rebel wif u in May girl!
Just you WAIT! HAHA :)

P.S: i wont hate you but i'll love you ;)

Watching Chelsea VS Liverpool match
0-2,
to
3-2 to
3-3 to
3-4 to
4-4!
XCITING MAN!

Done talking wif Marailyn awhile ago,
its been awhile since we last chatted :)
Den talk t Emily awhile.
Hope ur blister ok soon!
and its nice t knw you :)

Slp at 6 woke up at 8!
How cool is dat?!?!
i think i sure go t the grave soon man if this continue for a long term period!!!
HAHA

Ordered McDelivery as usual ^^
Watch American Idol,
and oh my Danny song choice was so emotional
and YA! i shed a tear cus it was heartfelt!
Memories of US flash back but like i said,
i have move on :)

Dinner,
lappy,
and soccer ltr at 2.45am :)

P.S: ilovethenight~

2uesday

2009-04-14T08:20:00.009+08:00

Happy 3mths Bro & Sis to us!
:)

Finally i slept early last night or shd i say just now?
yea 6am sleep
awake at like 8am plus now~

Kitty called me the right time,
as i was gg t the toilet and kitchen t find food! :)
Oh and ok lar im gg back t slp soon~
ME ISN NOT A ********* *** *******! hahahahahahaha =x
K***Y u! HAHA

Meow, oi potential dirty indian macdonald
nobody but chew
dirty little lili de fadhli teacher
bibi GO SLEEP NOW~

LOL! OK I GO SLP NOW @ 8.30am :)

So i woke up at 10am again and den go back t slp till
1 plus!
Called Pizza Hut delivery for lunch.
Chatted wif Emily awhile,
texted BFF & Kitty den i guess im
gonna take a nap soon :)

Woke up at 4pm~
Went to catch FF!
Its Fast & Furious la!
DONT ANYHOW THINK! LOL
Hmm, awesome show!
But still im gg for Bikes not cars! HAHA! :)
and and
FUCK THE MOTHER FUCKERSSS BEHIND ME EFFING NOISY!
AND I NEARLY PUNCH 2 OF EM!
OK nvm~

P.S: uareanicegirl ^^

Thank you!

2009-04-13T03:44:00.007+08:00

Its 345am,gonna be done chatting wif C,
yea i knw im silly
and i knw i will be strong.. someday
Thank you~
:) for you la k! HAHA
NOW GO & SLP!
U GOT WORK TMR!

Hmm, so i slept at 6 and woke up at 8am~
Texted BFF, shes in sch smsing me!
Gosh, my slping pattern sucks ballz
i need t adjust it!

Hmm went back t slp at 10am-3pm
Called McDelivery cus too tired t get out of the hse :)
Out for dinner, home, then online!

u said we are still young,
and u told me t be strong,
i really wish i could,
and i hope it would,
perhaps when that day comes,
it will be a sweet one too,
and i hope to pull it through,
i nvr felt wat i am feeling last night bfore,
its like sumthin i adore,
i dunno wat t say but just a simple,
thank you!
Genuinely~

P.S: i didnt knw it rhymes! seriously, it just came into my mind ;)

P.S: i'll make u smile ONE DAY too! ;)

Sun-Day!

2009-04-12T03:38:00.008+08:00

DIOR PHONE!!!! I WANT IT!!!!

Having soccer match @ 7am ltr :)

Whoa! BFF spend 80 bucks @ the Flea and she got t buy,
3 bottoms, 3 dresses, 2 tops, 2 jackets & 1 bag!!!
Jealous~

Hmm, Just done a 3 hrs call wif Kitty :DDD
gg t watch a movie now,
eat, smoke,
and just wait for time t hit 7AM!
Thx Velle for accompanying me tonight :)

A MUST WIN! & THANX CASHERINE FOR THE LUCK!
haha same blog song too yo! copycat! LOL

12.08pm now~
Just reach home,
shower,
drink a can of redbull,
and off t sleepzzzzzzz right now now now~

So i woke up at 7plus in the night
bodyache and now chest pain and dat person shd knw why!
sigh

I wonder why whenever u need sumone to,
talked to,
to lend u a shoulder or
to lend u a listening ear,
theres NO FUCKING ONE!!!
NO ONES KNW IM CRYING BADLY RIGHT NOW NOW NOW!!!
FUCKTUB!
sigh x100000000

E, theres no one else t blame but me!
But tonight will be the night that i shd say goodbye
and move on wif life
and so do you
a short r/s always hurt den the longer ones
i wish u wouldnt make dat agreement wif him
but i cant do anythin
everythings just fucktub now
and i knw i screwed it up
and it was not you.
Its ok its me,
its always me!
you are better off w/o me
cus im just a pain in ur ass
and its time to go
Its really NOW...

P.S: i will be fine peeps! *I never thought I'd need you there when I cried*

Sad-a-day

2009-04-11T08:06:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENE! :)
a.k.a
Wee Long

Ok its bloody 8am and im here blogging
LOL

Just finish watching American High School;
texted BFF cus she gg for dance ltr,
have fun yo!
and im off t bed soooooooooooon!!!

Aigght actually slpt like 10am till 4pm?!
Stayin home and chill today i guess~
&
Tml soccer match!
Weeeee~

Perhaps i will ton tonight cus 7am have t wake up!
and im always slping after 7 or 8am :)

C, cheer up!
Dun torture urself like that ok!
Club less and rest more aigght!
Im a phone call away if u need to talk :)
xxx

P.S: i didnt realise we have been texting each other whole day BFF! :D

Good Friday!

2009-04-10T23:12:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRIS!

Its Goooooood Friday!
and yeaaaa
Friday prayer super major packedddddd!
Had only 4 hrs slp den rush off t the MOSque~

Bff try to tricked me but nah u failed! LOLOLOL!
Awww,
yea u are right,
its the ONE *BLUSHING*
:p

Gonna watch Alone wif BFF?
or perhaps i'll watch
American High School,
and BFF watch Alone ok?~

P.S: missyou,you,you!

15 more days! :(

2009-04-09T00:25:00.003+08:00

Liverpool 1-3 Chelsea

Slept at 10am
Woke up 3pm
Text Kitty before i slp and
text BFF after i woke up
LOL!

Tiring day~

P.S: pleasedontMIA..